Today I stopped trying to be 'someone' for somebody who never thought of me as anyone appreciated and important to them. Inside I know the space I had for them is now crushed and broken.. Let the facts be out in the open and the truth be spoken... In time it will be for the best...although I feel an emptiness...knowing what I considered worthwhile..proved shallow and unreal. I've learned sometimes emotions seem clearer than perception..and eventually can lead to a heartbreaking revelation that someone cherished proves that their friendship was in fact deception. I cry tears of realization that once again I believed the lies that were in disguise and covered up... Honesty was masked with coy flattery. Why was I so darn naive? I can and will move on...but I won't forget I was forgotten and actually believed a lie. Not a lie out of the mouth...but of the heart. That piece of friendship is now torn apart.... I mustn't be sorry for the encourageme